I've come to realize that I can be, and usually am a very despicable man. I've set my eyes on a particular prey and I have no intentions of giving up the hunt or forgoing the chase for any reason. Once I set my sights on it, no matter how long it takes I will acquire it. I am relentless in pursuits of this fashion, although I'm trying to change. I can understand almost all ideas, motivations and desires. This is one of the few that eludes me. Is it just the thrill of a conquest or is there something more behind this? I can see the future of this choice and many others. No matter which decision I make, the future I have seen will come to pass. There's no evading the natural reaction of the choices we make and the lives of the people they directly affect. Sure the strings of 'destiny' can become a bit tangled, but once down a particular path there is either very little or nothing that can be done to reverse or alter the process. By the way, when I say destiny, most people think of one particular path that cannot be avoided. Destiny is the progression of any particular path you choose to walk down. It is only predetermined in the sense that you have choices, and each choice absolutely has to lead you to an event that leads to another choice etc. Along these roads are also possibilities depending on the stimuli present, thereby creating limitless potential roads to be traveled. So choice and destiny co-exist. You simply chose which destiny you want and run with it so to speak.
Back to what I was saying. I don't know which choice is best since I've been trained to see all the strings of the lives directly involved with my own. I can see where they branch off and those branches do the same. What can't see are possibilities that may come about due to people I have yet to encounter or gather information of. Those are what should truly be deemed "unforeseeable" possibilities. So I don't really know where to go from here, even if I can see down my own paths to a degree. According to the rules of engagement I'm not allowed to influence any particular individual's progression down any path, merely offer the most sincere advice possible if asked. This 'contract' sucks ass. S'all I'm allowed to say. Feel free to deem me crazy, but just know I have seen, do see, and will see a lot.
I have the sharpest eyes in the world. Problem is, sometimes they're focused on the wrong thing. Or stare right through things to their very core.
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